I
cannot give you the least hope of your ever again seeing your old
friends and messmates. All on board must have perished, except the
eighteen in the launch. Mr Goodfellow was the only midshipman known to
be on deck. He was mustering the watch. Lieutenant Purdon was officer
of the watch. Those named in your letter - Lieut. Giffard, Sub-Lieut.
lanville, Sub-Lieut. Kirkness, Lieut. Boxer, Assist. Paymaster West,
Sub-Lieutenant Hume, Mr Allan, C S Mann, midshipman, and Mr T W
Curtis, asistant engineer, must have been in bed, and it was not
possible for any to get on deck, as the whole time, from her going
over till her sinking, did not occupy ten minutes.
The
published accounts of Tuesday (13th September) are nearly correct.
Sub-Lieutenant Glanville (W.W. Glanville) was signal mate. I last saw
him about 8.30 p.m. in the gun room, and the others about the same
time.
At
midnight I felt myself in the finest ship in the world. At 12.15 she
was gone. My escape is most miraculous, as I am the only one that came
up from below. The men saved all belonged to the watch on deck. There
must have been nearly 150 persons on the upper deck when she capsized,
turned bottom up, and immediately disappeared. I am very nervous and
cannot write anymore.
Believe
me, &c. (Signed), J. May