While
in this miserable plight, the "Inconstant" frigate passed about
fifty yards to leeward,
we hailed and cried for help as
only strong men in extremity could hail.
We
now
gave up all hope of being saved; there appeared nothing but death before
us; darkness above and below, everything looked black except the white
bottom of the boat we were clinging to and the crests of the waves as they
dashed furiously over us. The whole of my past life seemed to come before me in those few awful moments.
I wished
Captain Burgoyne "Good bye," and prayed to the Almighty to have
mercy upon my soul; but to our great joy
another boat almost immediately appeared on the scene, only a short
distance to windward, drifting fast before wind and sea toward us. The
boat proved to be the second launch, supplied to the "Captain"
at Plymouth.
It
neared us very fast, and we were afraid would run us down, as she appeared
to be coming directly on to the pinnace. When within a few yards of us, I
said to Capt. Burgoyne, "Stand by to jump with me, Sir, on board the
launch as she passes." I cannot properly recall to mind his answer,
but believe he said "All right, May, look out and save
yourself," or words to that effect. He also encouraged others on the
pinnace to jump, as if thinking more of the safety of those with him than
of his own.
In
a few seconds, the launch shot close up alongside the pinnace, on the top
of a wave, running very fast before wind and sea. Seeing this, I called
out instantly - "Jump, lads! this is our last chance!" hoping
all would follow my advice. I, with some others, jumped. It was a
"leap for life." Five of us succeeded in getting hold of the gunwale
of the launch as she passed, and were pulled in by James
Ellis, a gunner's mate, and others, who were already in
that boat.
After
getting into the launch and assisting
one or two others, who had jumped from the pinnace at the same time
as myself, I looked round for Captain Burgoyne, and was never more,
surprised in my life than when Ellis
told me that he - Captain Burgoyne - had not jumped, or attempted
to leave the bottom of the pinnace; thus, the last seen of him was
clinging to that boat in the same
position as when we left.
It
is difficult to understand why Captain Burgoyne remained
behind on the pinnace: his
chance was as good as mine, and better than that of the men who
jumped from her with me. For
some time afterwards, I thought he must have made the attempt, failed, and
sunk between the two boats. So closely
did the launch pass the pinnace,
I was nearly jammed between them; but according to the statements
of those who watched our proceedings from
the launch, I have since been convinced that Capt. Burgoyne did not
leave the bottom of the pinnace when we did.
On
finding myself the only officer in the launch, I at once took command and
ordered the Captain’s gig to be cleared away and thrown overboard, also
both launches’ masts and stay tackle, in fact everything except the
oars, a few empty casks, the anchor and cable, and gunslide.
At
this time we only had a steer oar out, and were running dead before the
wind.
As
soon as the launch was
cleared of superfluous gear, the oars were got out, and we
pulled the boat round with her head to the sea, in the hope of
saving more of our unfortunate shipmates; but before doing this,
some of the men said to me - ''If you
pull her round, Sir, you will drown the lot of us ; keep her before
it, and we may yet be all right." In spite this,
I was naturally anxious to save others if possible, as we
could have stowed at least a dozen more men in the boat;
had we been fortunate enough to pick them up. I thought
it possible we might get back to the pinnace, on which we left Captain
Burgoyne and two men. With
this object, in view, the launch had scarcely been pulled round head to
wind,
when a heavy sea swept over us, washing George Myers, A.B. out of the bows
of the boat.
The
sea that washed Myers out half filled
our boat, she almost going from under us. Under these circumstances, we
most reluctantly decided to bear up, and run before the wind again; so
we got the boat round, and then
turned our attention to pumping and bailing her out; another sea
like the one she had shipped would certainly have
filled her, and down we must have gone.
We
had now no easy task to keep the boat
before the sea and clear of water; at times the waves would
over-run us, nearly filling her up. I also felt very anxious,
as there was a possibility of the launch running into
or under the bows of the ships of the centre and leeward columns
(of the fleet).
As
it was, we pursued our perilous course before the wind; at times
the boat would be in the hollow of the waves, losing her
way, and almost becalmed; the following sea would roll
up, roaring like a lion, and looking as if it would overwhelm
us. It was then we had to pull hard, and get way on
the boat, to keep her end on; for in an instant we would be
on the crest of the sea, literally flying like the wind; and
our great fear, at such moments, was that the launch might
broach to, and capsize or swamp.
Capt.
Aplin, of H.M.S. "Inconstant," in his description
of the weather on the morning of the 7th Sept., says
"several seas formed into a sort of pyramid, which broke on
the starboard side of his ship, wetting the First Lieutenant and
himself on the bridge." He
describes it as a remarkable sea;
and I quite agree with him, seeing that the height of the “Inconstant's"
bridge above the water line is-about 24 feet. Officers
belonging to other ships also stated that heavy seas
would comb and break to windward. The
gale was blowing
from the South-West, with a heavy swell running
from the North-West,
which may in some measure account for
this heavy confused sea, the most dangerous a seaman could
meet with.
About
one a.m., the squalls were more frequent,
with blinding rain, and some of these squalls coming down
upon us in the launch were terrific. It was very difficult for the men to
hold on to their oars; as it was several of them were blown away, flying
through the air like pieces of straw.
It
frequently happened that we had to toss the oars over from
one side to the other, to prevent the launch broaching to, owing to
the limited number of them left, namely nine, one also being in use as a
steer oar, which was ably managed by
Charles Tregenna,
leading seaman. The launch was a sixteen-oared boat, and had there
been that number of oars in her we could have pulled them, the eighteen
survivors forming exactly a boat's crew, namely, sixteen to pull, one to
steer, and myself in command;
though
as it happened, three of the eighteen survivors were so overcome
and exhausted that for a long time they could not
render much assistance ; two boys lay in the bottom of the boat in
such a condition that I scarcely knew whether they would live or die; and
Lewis Werry, a petty officer, was so ill that I despaired of his recovery.
The
gale lasted about three hours after the "Captain" went down:
during this time very little was said in the launch,
all doing their best towards the two great objects – keeping
the boat before the sea, and clear of water.
I
confess that
there was very little hope among us of us ever reaching
land, for at times it seemed almost impossible that the boat could
live in the heavy confused sea which was running, and it appears
miraculous to me that our frail boat should have survived the storm which
had proved fatal to the ship
About
this time - three a.m. - the weather
began to improve, getting finer overhead, although it
still blew very hard: the
stars came out, and looked most beautiful, - they never looked more
so to me. I picked: out the Pole Star among them; which gave me some
idea of the course we were steering. The moon also shone
out for a time, which cheered us not a little, and we began
to hope the gale had well-nigh blown itself out.
Directly
the weather cleared, Cape Finisterre light was seen, but at that time we
could only get a glimpse of it occasionally,
as the boat rose on the tops of the waves, and
every eye would then be strained to ascertain whether it was
the light on Cape Finisterre or the mast-head light of some
vessel; at the same time we also observed; one of the ships
of the Fleet, which I believe
to have been the "Bristol," only about 400 yards to windward of
us. Shortly after sighting this vessel we thought
she had seen us and was coming down to our rescue, but were mistaken, as
she hauled to the wind on the port tack, and
was soon lost to sight.
The
wind gradually moderated, becoming
quite light for a short time, and then shifted suddenly
round to the North-West, blowing hard from that quarter. The stars disappeared, the moon became obscured, and
a pall-like darkness again enveloped us.
I feared greatly that we were going to have a second part of
the gale from the N.-W. quarter. The
change of wind compelled us to alter our course for a time, and also caused the sea to become more
confused, and our situation, if possible, more perilous, the
seas breaking constantly into the launch, made it a most difficult matter to keep her from being swamped.
Towards
daylight the wind lessened, and must have changed again to the
Southward, the weather moderated, and as daylight broke, we found the
launch was heading in for the land about Cape Finisterre, but no ships
were in sight.
When
the sun rose, the weather cleared up quite fine, the only trace of the
past gale being a long heavy swell from the
South-West, which of course proved of great assistance to us in the
launch, helping us to reach the shore sooner.
Our
joy on sighting land may be better imagined than described. When
first seen, it did not appear to be more than four miles from us and we
calculated on reaching it in about two hours, but as the sun rose
it appeared to get farther away.
There
was now a pleasant breeze blowing, and we would
have given much for a sail to hoist in the launch. Various were the
contrivances resorted to, to rig up something in lieu of a sail. Some
clothes were spread out, and two boat sail covers were split up, laced
together with rope-yarns, and spread out on two boarding pikes, which
helped us a little. Other pieces of canvas were cut up to make caps, as
only three of the eighteen survivors had any on, and we began to feel the
heat of the sun on our heads, although the wet clothes kept our bodies
rather too cool. Ellis sensibly remarked that the canvas should be cut to
cover our feet as well as our heads, for if we reached the land, we should
want shoes as well as caps.
Most
fortunately for us, the general direction of wind was towards the shore.
During the morning, a few heavy showers fell, the rain beating down the
swell, and by holding up our months we got a little water to quench our
thirst.
As
we neared Cape Finisterre, the sea was dashing with great
violence to an immense height against it,
seeming to forbid our
approach. We passed close by the Cape, seeing the lighthouse
keeper, who, when he observed us, hoisted the
Spanish flag.
After
coasting a short distance on the
South side of the Cape, we
got well into the centre of Corcubion
Bay, and very soon opened the top of
a red-tiled building on
our port hand, which proved to be the village church of
Finisterre; we at once altered our course and gradually the whole village
appeared in sight. When nearing the shore, and looking out for a landing
place we observed a boat, with two men
in it, coming out to meet us. This boat piloted us into a very snug
cove between two projecting rocks, where we could land with ease and
safety.
This
was about noon, so that we had been in the boat for nearly
twelve hours, and now most providentially found ourselves at
Finisterre, on the coast of Spain. As the bow of the launch took the
beach, the oars were tossed in, and a hearty "Thank God!" sprang
simultaneously from the lips of all in her, and truly we had reason to be
thankful for our merciful deliverance from a watery grave.
We
all landed, wet, cold, hungry, and thirsty, some half naked,
others bruised and knocked-about very much. No doubt we presented a
miserable appearance. A man, who spoke English, and represented himself to
be the Captain of the Port of Finisterre, took charge of us, and we were arraigned
before a medical man, who examined us to ascertain if we were
suffering from any infectious disease, a sort of quarantine. Our boat was
hauled up on the
beach, and soon stripped of everything moveable. Soon after we landed it
was affecting to see the female portion of the spectators in tears when
they understood what had happened, and they were very kind afterwards in
providing food and other necessaries for us.
After
the medical inspection we were put in a large shed, and locked up for
about half-an-hour. The shed appeared to be used for storing
fishing-tackle, and boats’ gear. Some dry clothes were then brought, in
exchange for our wet ones, which were taken away to be dried. A temporary
table was soon erected, and we were supplied with coffee and bread, also fish and meat cooked in oil with garlic,
all of which, with the exception of the latter, was very acceptable.
Many
people came to see us, but we, not understanding a word of Spanish, or
they of English, we could not converse together. The priest of the
village was most active in supplying our wants, and doing all in his power
for us.
After
we had refreshed ourselves, I made enquiries if there was a British Consul
in the
neighbourhood.
The Captain of the Port said there was one at Corcubion, and promised I
should see him. I was anxious to find some means of forwarding a letter or
a telegram to England without delay to make known the fate of the ship.
I
was the only one saved that came from
below, the seventeen petty officers and seamen survivors all
belonged to the watch on deck, in fact were employed on deck when the ship
capsized and foundered. "